Wednesday, August 8, 2018

Looking for Love

I feel often the challenges of my Soul to love.
Living for me with an open heart not an easy thing to DO.
Seeing as a Soul the pain and chaos that Souls go through, that I go through.

Wondering how to keep on loving?

For me Katrina I always am helped and guided
      the Way back to Love by my Master Teacher's.
It is always a Choice for me to stay in the Light and Love Energies.
I know now that
            Only Love is Real.

Being more loving to myself and others is a Choice I am challenged to make everyday.

So I chose today to share my loving heart with
     Souls who are open to receive the

     Divine Love that flows in and through me.

Like I said in the beginning of my sharing
        Love is a Choice,
        A Way to live moment to moment........

        Love  Light to you dear Souls        
                Katrina

Monday, June 11, 2018

Suicide Check In or Check Out from Katrina

Want to share a bit about Death and Dying.
My Spiritual Training has taught me that as Souls we
Choose when we take on a
physical body, then when Soul we drop off our body and leave this Dimension.
                                              We are ALL here to learn to love ourselves.
Here to Love other Souls we meet on our Life Journey.
Souls that are Eternal, going on and on, from one lifetime to another.
Very often changing our sex forms, living either a Lifetime as a man or a woman.
Learning, when we are ready, to Love Unconditionally.
It's for sure part of the answer to the Big Question?
                               Why Am I Here?
In this time of super media, we see now many stories of high profile personalities suicides.
Often our reactions to Suicide is of being shocked, then wondering why?
I have been taught in my Spiritual studies that each Soul choses
        what lessons to learn, lessons to work on.
I Am a Free Soul
A Soul of Free Will and I get to choose if I want to learn a Life lesson or not.
The pulls of our Ego/Personality are very strong. Often creating much pain and suffering in our lives.
It can make us feel like we are not comfortable in our own skin, with no chance of experiencing any Sense of Peace or Well Being.
How do we get out of the seeming Hell we created in our Lives?
If we call out and ask our Teachers for help they will always answer.
Our Master Teachers will step in only when we ask, only when we are Soul ready.
In my lifetime, I been very challenged to learn to Love, my biggest challenge has been to love Katrina.
Twice in this lifetime I have attempted to end my life. Twice I have been refused by my Master Teachers when I asked them to let me go out of my body.
My Master Teacher insisted on try #2 that I stay in body in order to heal Katrina.
They told me during my Journey time in the Light Tunnel, they had a plan for me.
The Plan to Serve/Help others, working with Souls who are also experiencing great Soul Pain.
Souls experiencing a Crisis of the Soul, like me.
I was supported and shown how to heal Katrina.
Their 24/7 help and Guidance slowly healed me, enough to be in the Light.
.
When I hitting "my bottom" there was only one way for me to go..............
                                           UP !
From my suicides attempts, I learned that there is No Escape!
I Am Katrina, writing to let you know that there is another way.
         I have journeyed out of my Dark Night
                                       of my Soul out into
                                       the Light Side of Love.
I ask anyone who reads my sharing, to take Time
                     to meditate
                     reflect about your thoughts, your ideas of your
                     Living or Dying..
My own Masters Teach have shown me that on the Wheel of Life,
                     if I choose to end my Life
I will come back in body in another lifetime to learn my Life lessons ALL over again.
That "new" lifetime will have all the same pains, challenges and sufferings.
In the Light Tunnel Journey Time, I was getting, Understanding
               the  Higher Wisdom Truth of Reincarnation.
So I decided to stay in my body, going back to my life to heal myself.
Having now the Focus to help other Souls when asked..
My Teachers did deliver me out of my Soul Dark Night to the Light.
Of course, I needed much time of therapy and meditation to heal myself.
So here and Now
             I ask you to please
             Choose wisely my Soul Friends if you are in
Soul pain with suicidal thoughts.
If? this is not about you**
               I am most happy for that!
If not you??
         than whoever you know,
        whoever you are close to who
a Soul that is experiencing dark, death, suicidal thoughts,
    Please**
        reach out 
      let them know **they are not alone**
      that you are there for them.
Let them know you want to help in whatever ways you can.
Helping another Soul is the Highest form of Service.
                           if??  a Soul is open and ready..
Soul to Soul we are ALL connected by the Divine Force of Love.
Living in Soul Eternity right now.
    Living on and on and on.....
I Am Here to give my support,Soul Service.
You can reach out to me, contacting me if Guided.
        email:   katfortuna@gmail.com

         I bid you Peace♡♡  Love, Light  Katrina